10 February 2020
Okay, so I am 9 weeks into my first, and I've been eating clean and exercising for a year to get myself ready. I'm at a healthy weight (5'7, 140 lbs), my medical record is good, no issues. I used to party all the time, but I've been sober for over 5 years now.
And I keep thinking I have done something wrong. Like, my baby is going to come out with bat wings and a tail-wrong. Did anyone else have nightmares like this? I feel like a freak who is about to be a failure. HELP!